NEGATIVE LIFE...??

Why is life so negative according to me?
Why do I see it with fear,with apprehensions and not glee?

Is it because of times rough,situations tough,
Or is it because of my fearful mind's trough?

Fear of death?fear of losing dear ones?wats it?
Whatever it is I want to overcome it..just ditch it..

Because I really wish to enjoy every moment,savor all time
Because fear will kill me,my spirit,my lifetime..

I wanna be optimistic,be positive and always happy
Want to cherish,relish and not crappy..

One thing more I wish to change--my anger
It hurts my loved ones,my elders and my younger..

But what should I do u tell,if I give all love and care
Is expecting the same from others with same intensity unfair??

Whatever be the case it should be in bounds,
Else I may lose everything one day it sounds..
...Supriya